WAKE UP

Sitting here all alone,
drowning in the darkness of dark nights,
knowing how deep I've got myself into.
I used to be someone I know myself to be,
when did the darkness of comfort swept me away,
All I have been doing,
puff by puff,
smoking my youth and dreams,
wondering where I've reached.
I need to let go of the golden nuts,
and look for a guiding star.
I gotta know myself again.